About me...I am a 21 year old female. My height is 5"8 and my scale says I weigh 135. There is no way I weigh 135. I am trying out the ABC diet. I've been fat for way too long and I feel if I am skinny I will be more confident and feel more secure with being with my boyfriend. My boyfriend is stunning and hot, as he goes to the gym everyday and looking at him makes me feel like a slob. I am not going to tell him about my diet, he will think I'm crazy, as he says I'm sexy. I look in the mirror and see a whale. I love clothes and I want to look good in them. Plus we have many trips planned for next year so I need to look good next to him. We are a new couple and he is everything I've wanted so I must keep him. Wish me luck. I hope me starving myself doesn't ruin our relationship though.